Saturday, September 3, 2011


It's been silent for a while. The shock, the pain is now gone. Although it still hurts, I can live with it. The silence continues, seems like it would never end. I've tried to stop it and I won't stop trying. But sometimes I get this terrible feeling, that it's all already over. And then I argue with myself. I tell myself that you would never do this and that I'm convinced It'll be ok in time. But honestly, I have no idea. I don't know what's going on in your head. I don't know if you still miss me, still think of me. I've got no guarantee for the future. All I can do is wait. But I'm tired from waiting. And what really scares me is that I doņ't trust myself, I really don't. Who knows what could happen. I can only imagine.
But I will never loose my faith in you. And all I have right now are the memories in my head and the promises you made when you left. I just have to believe.
That's all.
I wish it was that easy.


Anonymous said...

To srakstīji tu Aleksi??? Brīnišķīgi šodien skolā tavi dzejoļi bija ļoti skaisti

Anonymous said...

there's no point in waiting. you are young, you have all the time in the world. forget and start from "square one". you must live for yourself. i know what you are writing about and i know what i am saying ;)