Want

I want to go to Paris. I want to wake up someplace new. I want to meet people I like, I want to do things I love. I want to live like I've got all eternity ahead of me. I want to live without fear, without routine, without problems and worries. I want to scream out loud of joy on a street full of people. I want to dance in the rain and laugh like I'm insane. I want to live like every day's a holiday. I want my face to hurt from smiles. I want the fresh summer morning air to fill my lungs. I want to dive from a cliff in a crystal clear blue lake. I want to drive fast in a car and let the wind play with my hair. I want go shopping not caring how much money I spend. I want to bake cookies with smiley faces on them. I want to go on an endless roadtrip without a destination. I want to sleep under the bright night stars. I want to have fun no matter what I do.
I want to do it all with you.

I'm not dead, I'm busy

I am so sorry for not posting for so long, but I have been so busy with my studies and exams and everything, but I've finally got myself together for this article. A lot has happened lately. Really A LOT. I've gone through lots of ups and downs, but it finally seems that everything in life is starting to find it's place. Life is like a roller coaster one minute you're up there and the next one you're going down. I feel peaceful, I know it's only temporary, but at least for a moment I can sit down and relax. It actually feels weird to have free time, I'm used to the rush, to the never ending obligations. I can finally lay down and read a good book and it feels great! I'm enjoying the freedom while I still can, but I know that September will come fast and it's just gonna be more difficult next semester. There will be new people, new things, new problems. But I don't care, I'm strong, I will survive this. Right now I'm feeling enthusiastic, bring on the adventures! Bring it on! Let's see what this summer can offer me.